I’ve been struggling with starting.
I’m the master of exploring new things and abandoning projects.
But now I need to start looking back at everything I’ve been going through.
It seems to me I’ve had no clear direction, but mainly explored what interested me.
Simultaneously I don’t believe in clear direction. If I knew the end result and exactly what would happen then why bother recreating something I already have?
I’ve spent so much of my time looking up things to help me progress. So much as to leave me without doing much else. So much to also leave me without implementing what I’ve learned practically into my life.
Was that a good or a bad choice? I don’t know. All I know is that I have a bunch of thoughts and beliefs of how I should go forward. So I’ll try to make something with what I’ve got.
Only time will tell if it holds to reality.
Here’s a list of a few things I’ve struggled with in the past, which I intend to plan for and work with:
- Dealing with anxiety
- Dealing with fears
- Dealing with health
- Dealing with boredom
- Dealing with motivation
- Dealing with discipline Systematically.
- Dealing with doubt in ability.
- Just doing things and being fine with mediocre results.
This will do for now! I’ll expand this into multiple posts that eventually can be a guideline for indie game developers and other lonely workers.